Typing away furiously as usual at my computer I'm overcome with a dizzy sensation and I realize its back, that stupid mysterious illness. For two days I did as the doctor said and slept/passed out resting and on the third day, the mountain of work has gotten higher and the internship I had lined up has disappeared due to the economic recession.
For the last month I've been sending my resume to every company I could feasibly want to work. Freelancing is easy. Making cash is easy. A generic "internship" is quite possible. Finding an internship in a career path that I want is not. Combined with school, searching for work and this stupid motherfucking annoying as hell symptom that won't go the fuck away, I'm reaching a point in which I'm contemplating taking three months off and just doing causal freelance gigs.
I haven't "rested" for 15 years. Maybe its a sign? Should I just be irresponsible and travel for the summer? (nothing intense) Enjoy life for once?
So many questions and everything is up in the air.
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